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04/17/2026

10/04/2025

Today I made a meet with some of my friends, 3 of which I met for the first time ever. 1 of them I knew for like 10 years if not more, it is quite crazy to finally meet IRL. We hangout in a bar, gonna go to hostel to sleep soon. Even though I was lazy to go anywhere as usual, I am glad I did come here after all.

07/04/2025

Since Wednesday night I have exciting trip in Slovakia. I will be back on Sunday. Its too much to fit here, so I will write full log on it most likely on Sunday when I am back on my comfy pc keyboard :)

04/02/2025

Spring is getting me into better mood.

01/21/2025

Have not been here a while, been broke most of last year so had to eventually give up my hosting. I got one back now. I got work now for over 2 months, it is going kinda fine. Finances are healing, I am paying off depts. My love life and my mental state however is as bad as ever.

05/17/2024

Today I feel better, good weather is bringing joy, sometimes health is worse, sometimes it's better. I hope I will find new job soon. My sister suggested me to buy small plot of land and get small modular house, and I really would like to do it. Let's hope job comes soon again and finances will be fixed soon. ^^

04/05/2024

I am unhappy, I turn to tao for answers, but I need someone's guidance to go deeper into that. Friends are not bringing me as much joy as I wish. Still finding sexual(full) relationship or love is impossible. Crushed by finances, loneliness, unsatisfaction of how mediocre I am at everything. Health both physical and mental are not great at this point. How do I escape this. Is there a girl w/ love to save me..?

02/23/2024

How much longer will it last for? :)

09/09/2023

Girls and love is just fake, gonna either live long or kill myself of loneliness. Getting girl to like you is borderline impossible. Want to die again...

10/14/2022

Still sinking down to the madness..

06/28/2022

What was I thinking that someone will want to date me? Stupid of me that I dream so much and get attached so fast..

04/13/2022

Still looking for a new job, and hopefully I will find good girl for myself for once too.

12/22/2021

As of today I am in relationship for 10 days with a girl that I am planning to meet for a 2nd time soon. She is just adorable! ^^

10/27/2021

Still trying to figure out how to get loving girlfriend to save me.

07/15/2021

I feel akward today. I should be happy, but smth is off. I am not happy nor too sad, I just want to lay on a grass and look to the clouds and sky.

07/02/2021

I feel little tired and my stomach is little meh.

07/01/2021

I am fired to focus and finish the feature I am working at work today!

28/06/2021

Seems like alright day so far, I feel good, weather seems nice.