I'll also have a cup of hot chocolate, bartender!~
You're right. I work as best as I can and need to focus more on my finances before delving into medication. I'll ask when I take family to get a check up, and maybe find some kind of help before I jump into it.
My relationship with my family is strange. It would be fairly easy to cut them off without them even knowing - I am by nature fairly introverted. It's only because of my mother that I still have some connection to them. There's just a lot going on in my head that makes me realize how foolish I was when I was younger. Things can be repaired, but it'll take time. I'm at least a patient person.