I feel quite well. If the court would not be involved I would be already outside... Now I have a date that designates my staying here and it's the 19th of this month.
I like more healing at home or in some safe environment. The same goes my opinion for births - to do it at home (sure all with assistance). But I was born in a hospital and my mental state is being calmed down in the hospital also... No ashram or retreat for me. I am a system tester :-)