VOIDRANE

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i wonder how you may have come upon this relic of my reckoning.

i am nothing more than a shadow these days...

a relatively thoughtful shadow.

i hhope to one day reform myself and evolve from the limbo stance of forever being in between moments and choices to the world of intention and direction, of structure and clarity.

this day shall certainly come.

i pray for it in languages only known to me and to gods that already dwell inside of me.

perception

i see reality somewhat nonlinearly.

i am a remote viewer and a maskmaker,

and also a tailor of sorts,

i enjoy customizing and creating my own clothing,

specifically my jackets and pants-

which i refer to as my "armor".

i carry a milwaukee full tang duct knife,

the kind you find at lowes or home depot,

in the knife section.

i have engraved deadric runes upon the blade.

machine

i spend almost all of my time on my lenovo l15 laptop,

running on a rather custom making of arch linux.

i enjoy the creating of various themes, icon sets, and html templates

whether it be for neocities,

tumblr,

everskies,

or for linux ricing overall.

work

i am a blogger and an ai engineer,

working at the forefront of ai development and applications.

i am a full stack developer,

and you can witness the raw insanity and the compulsion that becomes of that on my github at

numbpilled github archive

to see for yourself.

form

i find myself in a human form but do not relate to this perception.

moreso i feel nonhuman.

i have also been extremely dissociated for a majority of my life,

which i find to be a superpower at times,

it helps a lot with

logic,

abstraction,

pattern seeking,

artwork,

and philosophical deep diving.

wandering

i enjoy going on wikipedia spelunking sessions.

i enjoy learning,

and relating to others.

one of my driving factors is a strong urge to one day see and be seen, ultimately.

i am perpetually lonely.

i long for something i cannot name.

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